Today

I am nowhere…
My skin feels nothing,
Not even air.
I’m not me.
Nobody can see
That I’m not the person I
Used to be.
I feel nothing,
Yet there is pain.
Pain that does not wane.
Pain that feels like a chain.
Pulling me down.
Pain that feels like thorns made into a crown.
Pain I cannot explain.
Pain that i would die
To be free from.
Pain that feels like the air
That i breathe.
Pain that runs down my face
And through my eyes
Like the blood from thorns
Made into a crown.
Pain that makes me not be
The me i used to be…
The me i was when i was born
The me i am in my dreams
The me i know I can be
When the air i breathe is not made from pain.

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