I feel on the edge of something. Maybe depression. I feel like I’m standing at the edge of a dark abyss and I’m likely to fall in with the next step I take. Maybe I’m on the edge of panic. I feel like a deep breath will just split me open and I won’t be here anymore. It hurts to breath right now. I feel tears behind my eyes and a limo in my throat. Maybe I just need to cry, but it feels like a deluge behind my eyes and I think once it’s released, it will destroy me. Although, once it’s released, maybe it will cleanse the muck out of all of my broken places so they can heal. Right now, all I can do is concentrate on breathing.