I emailed MT yesterday afternoon telling her that I did not think it fair that she ended a session with what felt like a bombshell. She emailed me back and said she never said that this was indefinitely. That made me feel phenomenally better. I guess EMDR is not off the table permanently. Big sigh of relief. I like that MT is so careful and thoughtful about what she does with me. But, that’s also a problem, because it makes me trust her immensely, and trusting her so much scares the hell out of me. OMG. I feel like a lunatic when I write about some of this stuff.