The above blog post is about why I blog. I always hope that strangers won’t read my blog and judge me me. Now I find myself hoping that my friends won’t read my blog and judge me. What I write on my blog is about my internal workings, thoughts, feelings. Usually, what I present to the outside world (well, besides my therapist) is much more put together. I have kids who have had a hard life. I know they came to me because I understand that hard life. But, that does not mean that our lives are always pretty. These kids came to me because I am a warrior and will fight tooth and nail for what they need. Yes, sometimes, I get tired. Sometimes, things are really hard. But I love my kids. Just because things are not always pretty does not mean they are dysfunctional.