I hope I am a warrior

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I have not had a spectacular week.  I told a secret to my therapist.  It is a secret that I’ve never said out loud to any body.  MT said it was a breakthrough.  But it caused me a near breakdown.  I engaged in some self injurious behavior that I have not done in years.  I felt so ahamed….still do.  MT said even warriors get battle fatigue.  I don’t feel like a warrior.  I feel like I violated my own warrior code. 

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6 thoughts on “I hope I am a warrior

  1. When I think of a warrior, I see them running through something everyone fears- open and vulnerable, but doing it anyway. They don’t become less than a warrior for getting knocked around or stopping for the shock of a wound. You are most certainly a warrior- code or no code.

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